Ok, so I take that back. Now that I've actually had time to study them.. I'm very unhappy

And already looking up getting braces again. I highly doubt they'll put them back on for me, I've never heard of such a thing, plus I was a big pain in the butt. So here are the pictures. My two front teeth are not in place where they should be. This could be my fault, since a month ago I was supposed to debond, but wasn't happy with their placement so I asked him to move them over a bit.. I can't remember now what they originally looked like or which way I wanted them moved over, but now they're over too far, so they aren't straight in the middle where they should be.
Another thing I'm very unhappy with is my overjet. I should have gotten more into this with him, but didn't, I don't know why. I asked several months ago about being able to move them back in and he said there probably wouldn't be much about it that he could do. Never really explained why though, and I never really asked either. I feel like I could have gotten more done in that area though than what was done. They could be pushed in a bit more, I feel, though I'm no expert.
Bottom teeth - straight as they'll get I guess? But now there are little holes in between each one where you can see right through.. I don't like that, but since they seem fairly straight, I don't know how else you could fix that? Veneers? I don't know?
Now I'm struggling with what to do. I'm supposed to get impressions for the crown next week for where the missing tooth is, but if I end up getting braces again, I'm going to need the 2 front teeth moved which will definitely affect the crown space - the crown would have to be smaller than what they're making it, but how can I ask them to go off of work that I haven't gotten done yet? Will I be able to reshape a crown if I get braces again or will I just have to get a new one? (I don't know much of anything about crowns.)
Also, I'm supposed to get a veneer on the other lateral.. on the other side of my teeth, since it is kind of small but now I'm wondering about that too if I end up getting braces again.
Maybe I won't get them. It's something I'd want to be able to afford monthly.. working part time, I don't know how feasible that is and my husband would definitely kill me if I did this, so he definitely would not be willing to help (nor would I ask him to, because he's already annoyed at the fact that I'm not happy with my teeth). I mean they are better than they were in the beginning (
http://www.archwired.com/phpbb2/viewtop ... =9&t=40295) but I'm just so incredibly unhappy. I wanted them to look the way I wanted them. I wish I hadn't gone through with the debonding now but it's too late. I messed up. I just don't know what to do. My heart honestly just feels sunken in and I'm just so sad. I feel like crying all the time. Has anyone else gone through this? I'm so mad at myself for letting this happen.

(with essix)

(2 front crooked teeth)

(overjet)

(see-through teeth)