Hi everyone!
So much has changed since my last post over a year ago! Since then I've moved to London where i'm now studying for an MA, so going back to Cheltenham for orthodontic appointments (a 2.5 hour journey each way) has become a huge chore, but a very necessary one.
For those that don't know i have a rather severe underbite (or class III malocclusion) and i've had fixed upper and lower braces for the last 4 years in preparation for orthagnathic surgery. Since my last post I've had my lower jaw surgery cancelled and had two upper pre molars extracted, which is so that my upper arch can be moved into a more vertical position from the front, and so that the surgeon can move my upper jaw forwards during surgery. I was only going to have my lower jaw brought back (my surgeon was on the fence about my upper) but i felt that my situation required double jaw surgery, as i feel that my receding upper jaw contributes to my underbite quite a bit, so we're now going forward with the double jaw option (if interested my previous posts explain the situation in more detail).
Here's how my teeth look now:
Front:
Above:
Profile:
While taking these photos i've realised that my upper arch seems the fall quite deep into my lower arch, which the first photo shows quite well, i think perhaps the adjustments towards more vertical front teeth are to blame. They did say it would get worse before it gets better, and my underbite is definitely worse
I wouldn't otherwise mention this but for the sake of being honest the end of a 3 year relationship almost 3 months ago has unfortunately had a huge negative impact on me in the context of my braces- whereas previously i'd been able to put my braces and the surgery on the psychological back burner you could say, i've now started experiencing all those annoying insecurities i thought had gone. To be honest I'm starting to get really fed up with having an underbite, which means not being able to smile correctly, looking horrible in photographs, and worrying about what other people are thinking and judging.. it's just really really horrible and i feel like it's holding me back- like i can't be myself because this isn't how I'm supposed to look. i think this is all made worse by being on my own in London, where everyone is quite superficial and image crazy. Anyway sorry to rant but it's really been getting to me over the last few months.
thanks for listening,
Martin