Today I had my upper teeth debonded and got my retainer ... I can't bear it!!
I cant stop gagging , it feels awful .
you would think I would be over the moon about getting de-braced but I'm
really struggling and feeling down.
For the first time through all the dental , oral surgery and orthodontal teatment I have had so far , all the aches and grummbles Ive had have been pretty plain sailing pretty much, none of them have reduced me to tears ....but this has , a few times today already.
the first thing I did when I got in the car is burt in to tears and gag a bit more
![Sad :(](./images/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
Im not a complainer and tend to get on with things normally , grit and bear it through things and cope with discomfort and pain pretty well
but this !
![Sad :(](./images/smilies/icon_sad.gif)
Think its going to take a lot of getting used too,
Im so fed up , today was ment to be 'The moment' ...
![Crying or Very sad :cry:](./images/smilies/icon_cry.gif)
Im not sure what te exact name is for the type of retainer I have but the image is as ner to it as I could find on google
![Image](http://www.kenfarrar.com/images/retainer2.jpg)
|The Ortho said it was designed to keep my teeth at the back slightly apart to help stop my bite being too deep .(not sure if that reads right but sure you get mydrift )
anyway I hacked off and feeling blue