I'm on my third day of bracing and I gotta say it has been a roller coaster ride of emotions.

I was feeling great on Friday and most of the day on Saturday but then Saturday evening I had a mini breakdown. I was so, so hungry and wanted chicken SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM. I cut them into little pieces but still could not chew it up with out severe discomfort so I gave up and had a vanilla milkshake for dinner. Needless to say I was really bummed and wanted to cry!

I was cursing myself for putting myself in this situation. I had a pity party for one for about an hour and then I reminded myself why I wanted to do this in the first place.
I am also struggling with the fact that I had ceramics put on my uppers. I'm really wishing I would have just gotten all metal. I'm already tired of worrying about the color of the food I want to eat and whether or not it might stain the ligs.

I'm thinking about either just getting colored ligs at my adjustment or asking if it would be possible to switch out to all metal brackets.
Yesterday was a better day as I was able to eat some grilled chicken and it was so good!

I cut it up into tiny little pieces in order to eat it but it was worth it! I've already lost 7 pounds since I had my extractions on August 23rd. I do need to lose weight but this doesn't seem like a very healthy way to do it! I'm certainly going to have to start taking a daily multi-vitamin. I don't think I'm getting all the nutrients that I need at this point.
So far today things are good. I didn't wake up with any achy feelings and that's a first since I got braced. I'm starving at the moment so I'm off to find some breakfast.
