
My health wasn't the greatest before my op, so I suppose I have a resigned kind of attitude, where my dizziness is just something else to deal with and at least the odds are that it will probably go away eventually. But I can really understand that if you were fine before, you can start wondering what on earth you've done to yourself. I think the odds of permanently ruined health are really pretty low though.
I try to keep reminding myself why I'm doing this, when I have my doubting moments. Before SARPE I was at the point where my dentist was warning me about the likelihood of my teeth starting to fall out. I wasn't myself properly aware of such problems though. Sure, I didn't like the look of my teeth but I don't think I would have undergone surgery purely for the sake of my appearance. So I had to rely on the experience and wisdom of my dentist and ortho who both told me I was storing up trouble for the future if I didn't get things fixed.
But it does make it a bit harder afterwards when you can't say "Oh thank goodness that TMJ pain is gone" or whatever. Thinking "Oh thank goodness I've spared myself the risk of TMJ pain in 10 years' time" doesn't have quite the same effect! You find yourself wondering if you've done it all for vanity.
Ho hum. Sorry, I seem to have gone off into pontificating mode, here, so perhaps I'd better shut up and go to bed! And who knows, I've taken so long to reply perhaps things are looking up for you already
