KyVic-
I hear ya!! I really wanted ceramic, to hide them a bit, but my OD said no, he needed full metal, they were stronger and he needed the torque (

to pull my front teeth in. Now, after 10months, my front teeth are back, and he said he'd change the front 8 brackets to clear if I wanted.
I thought for sure after living with metal for 10months, I'd be just fine keeping them, but apparently, I am vainer than I thought, because, I still don't like the way I look in these metal braces

I especially hate myself in pictures--We live in vancouver, bc and I went to the Today show during the Olympics, and had my picture taken with Matt Lauer--now for all eternity, I have me and Matt and I have metal braces

So, in the interest of pictures and prosperity I have opted to take the OD up on his offer to change my braces to clear--maybe I won't dislike the pics of myself so much!
But, the thing is--you are doing this to fix your teeth, the reality is who really cares what you look like during, it's after that's going to be great!
good luck!